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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Auto Expo 2006!!!

This is a very old blog article which i had accidently placed on an alternate blog. Anyways i am reposting it just for my future reference.


Hello Friends!! Recently i visited the Auto Expo 2006 at Bandra Kurla Complex in Mumbai. Well the exhibition was a disappointment. I mean there were many cars kept on display. And the display included one of the best names in the business too. But there was hardly any information about them. The Lamborghini was kept atleast a couple of yards away from the viewing area. The Mercedes and the Ferrari were kept in the same circle. Although the issue is not how the cars were displayed and whether they were being allowed to be touched or not, the issue is that there was simply no proper information. Very few cars like the modified Honda City by the great DC had a volunteer to tell you about the car, or the Skoda Station Wagon was explained. Also Mahindra Scorpio was being explained. Looks like the big guns like Audi, Range Rover, etc seemed very confident that people knew their cars well. Well if thats the scenario, then i can't blame them. But frankly the best part of the exhibition for me was to get a 1:18 replica of the rare Toyota Celica GT-S for myself. Had been dying to get my hands on one of those for long.

Life till now!!!

Life has been a mystic sand. Yes sand as you say, "The more you try to grab it in your hands, the more it gets out!!" I recently was under the impression that not only good projects but even transfer would be an easy venture if i want so. But life is not that easy. Well not only project work but even transfer is very difficult to think of. It seems evident to me that i am still here in Kolkata for a good deal of 10 more months. And just the thought of it makes me a bit scared. I do want success in life. I do want to grow up in the organisation. But..

It all comes down to the number of people i can influence in my project, in my company. I have started working on something new. Something which i think will get me to the top of atleast this organisation very soon. But i dont know how effective this would be. I am ready to work my gutts out if i have to. And i will because i know this will be a necessity. But the question is will all this pain be worth it in the end. I dont know. I really dont know. My health is not supporting me to grow. Neither is my surrounding. I feel as a loner once again in my life.

I know i have fought and overcome this deal before, and that too with great and wonderful surprises before. I just hoped that this would never come back. But it has.

I dont want to give up now. And i will not. Not till my last breath.

Lord Almighty, please give me strength!!

I hope i can achieve the unimaginable very soon, so that i can change not just my life but also the lives of the people who have placed theor trust on me today.

Amen.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Work for Life!!!

I know it may sound very weird, but it is true. It is work for life. I believe it is my life to work to success. Success has to be with me, because at this very time, I need it. I desperately need it. I need to become as successful as I can and that too fast, very very fast. I want to give my future all the happiness in this world. And i will do it. Damn it, I will do it.

"If death strikes before i prove my blood,
I swear,
I will kill DEATH!!!"